< A bLog iN schooL >
woW.. feeL so loNg din bLog le.. hmMm.. thiS two days staying in gRamz' pLace.. sO.. a bit inConveniEnt to do mAny stuff.. iN cLass now..
What is Internet peer-to-peeR aR? aiYoh...
hmMm.. many things happen.. hmMm.. saw siMiao juZ now.. diN feeL thE 'cLoseneSs' anymOre.. wE reaLLy are drifting apaRt.. sO faR.. haiZ.. aLso duNno whY liDDat.. thEy alwAys orGaniSe eveNTs.. but i'M nV invoLved.. hoW's the reSt of my frenZ? aRe they stiLL my friEnds or juZ peoPLe who coMe anD bYe?
hmMm.. dunNo whY.. suDDenLY think baCk of tHe moVie we watch at wEd in schooL.. BowLing for coLumbinE.. it iS so saD lorZ.. thE kiDs dyiNg aNd stuFF.. maKE me think life reaLLy is impT.. haiZ.. Life is cooL bahZ.. i duNno..
i'M in school on a wednesday MorniN!!!
arGh.. heRe in sCh... woW? hmMm.. in free access lab now and somebody juz played 'dao dai'.. heE.. my fav song.. haha... apparently.. ariel saw my bLog yesterday and felt no good when i wrote abt the frenz stuff.. the stranger and stuff.. haiz.. wat are frenz sia.. actually.. to me.. frenz are more impt than family members.. yet.. they slowly got lost in my life... haiz... wenyan and gang lost le.. now.. eli and gang maybe lost le ma? the bond is no more there? haiz.. cat? hmMm.. in aust so happy with her boyfren and stuff? fiona? my nie frenz are lost toO... hmMm.. sLowly.. there is only me left.. onLy me standing on my own.. i promise i will try my best to stand up when i fall... i promise not to shed a tear for my frenz? i promise i will be strong.. but promises.. can be broken mahZ? i try hard to smile and be cheerful everyday.. suddenly.. i dun feel me anymore.. where is the cheerful huiEn i usE to be?
i thiNk i'vE loSt a FreN thE day i graduatEd frOm BHsS.. gOod byE to mY deaR soTong famiLy... gOOd bYe to My meoMoriEs.. goOd byE my fRenz.. T.T i'Ve beEn foRgottEn.. anD no ExcuSe caN briNg baCk thE goOd oLd friEndshiP wE usE to shAre.. it's amaZing how eAsy ppL maKe freNZ sO easiLy.. anD it's hoW sCary whEn thE bEst of thE beSt friEnds beComE stranGers.. waLking paSt anD not reaLising thAt theY juZ waLk paSs. ARe thEy thE paSt tenSe of our liFe?
huiEn siMpLy loVe to eaT m&ms.. esP peanuT butTer.. muAhaHaha~ i MisS thE /evillaugh on mSn whEn it startEd..
i dunno wat to blog ar.. haha.. but the emcee-ing thing is damn fun lorz.. cuz me keep winning.. muahaha.. me is the lulu who keep winning the first prize then keep thanking my mom and dad de.. heE... forgot to thank my ' da yan dao'.. haha.. they were like.. phoon huien.. from sports and wellnss.. haiz.. me not sporty enough mahz? eh.. sports and wellness.. sounds damn cool... then i saw my pic that dionne posted.. so many many me.. so paisae ar.. so huh? oh my.. so really paisae.. where's the sports and wellness guy? hmMm... so long din see him again.. hmMm.... he missing mahz? haiyoz.. i dunno aR... maybe i sh think of another person? no.. cant.. muz be faithful.. haha... haiz..
anyway.. fiona... how are you? where are you? hmMm.. i miss the morning teh tarik we used to drink... i miss the times we walk out of school to the bus stop together..
yoZ.. i'M waitinG to emCee now.. oh my.. so gan cheonG? hMm.. i'm not sms-iNg the superman now.. i think i better stop le.. if not he sure find me so DAMN 'fan'.. and that's no good ritEz? hmMm.. ariEL.. gambatte-ne.. heE.. the teacher is here.. better stop first le.. lalalala~ goOdie luCk to me...
anD.. thAnkS booNChong.. for being there all the time... if time could turn back...
Did i ever mention how good BoonChong is? he really is a nice guy. am i being bad to him?
anyway.. here i am in free assess lab again. juz finish my interview report and i feel i dress very weird. i'm in this polo tee, black skirt and my pink ballet shoes. and then i feel so... oh.. wat the... weird.. tonight's the emcee-ing presentation. hope can get good grades bahz.. hmMm.. life din change pretty much for the weekend. i missed FIR's autograph session because i had no mood.. was too sianz. haiz.. anyway... i enjoy msn-ing with a new-found fren.. haha... friends.. are so easy to made.. and yet.. so.. hmMm.. easily lost? i wanna find back my hws frenz!! aRgh.. my sister found all her frenz in friendster.. and where are my frenz.. i also realise all of them became prettier all this years.. me? still same old plain jane looking bahz.. haiz.. anyway.. boonchong juz gave me my m&m winnings.. heE.. i demanded a large packet of M&m crispy.. but he gave me 4 small packets of it.. huh? wat the.. haha.. he damn cute.. still remember wat he owes me.. heE.. and he gave me my winnings le.. yeah.. i'm a bit rich today.. haha.. i muz grab my wallet tight tight.. haha.. gtg le.. my scriptwriting class starting in 5 mins.. ciaoz..
i'm sorry that i've done so many wrong things this days.. the feeling of lying.. the feeling of mystery.. oh my.. sorry to all.. esp my best frenz around me... huiyi.. you are not included.. anyway... haiz... i dunno aR..
anyway.. the finale on wed iS superB... thrEe cheeRs to the ppL behind it.. so funnY.. heE.. wAs laughing like crazEe... juz imagine huien's 'hehehe...'.. kinda scary de... heE... and i so-called made a new fren today... heE.. thX to SaM... haha... then i was sms-ing this person a lot bahz.. and yah... lotSa things happen.. this person that is my so-called new fren is a stranger.. yet haha... hopefully can remain as frenz bahz.. heE.. juz pure frenz... hmMm...
kinda dunno wat to blog recently... hmMm.. life's pretty much a secRet now? i dunno... evrybody's life have changed bahz... now i understand huiyi's busy-ness when i was in nie... all the ica-s, proj.. assignments.. goin to drive me crazy le.. did i say? i'm still sick... haiz... T.T
today din saw the sports and wellness guy.. hmMm... hope can find him everyday bahz.. hmMm... my fairy godmother aR... where are you? help me grant my wisH?
all of a sudden.. i miss my paternal grandma who's in heaven right now...
yoZ~ i sAw thE spoRts anD weLLneSs guY cLose!!! heE.. haPPyshaLaLA~ heE... he's wearin orange shirt with a white stripe.. and he carries a adidas baG!! =)
anD donE too manY wroNg things this few days.. soRRy conSciouS..
the feeling of the heart beating.. is so cooL.. hmMmm.. summer sCent is really influencing me in a way or another.. hmMm... where is the guy who will make my heart beat so.. haiZ.. shd stop dreamin..
the spoRts and weLLness guy mahZ?
today's whole class gonna wear a tie.. hmMm.. i wanna wear a pink tie.. and like nisa... i wanna sit with the s&w folks if i can.. but i know no one.. i can only see him from a far.. hmmM.. dreamin again~ oh my.. i shd stop dreamin le... haiZ...
sch pretty bZ this week.. all the ICAs.. and the stuff we have to do.. timothy aR.. i told u to relac first for wk 1 and 2 got a not? hE.. see.. now so bz until no time to rest le.. hEe...but then.. i'm still wasting so much time watchin summer scent.. izzit wasting time? i dunno.. i dun think so.. i'm addicted le.. the story line is so special...
went to watch king arthur with kokwee and his fren yesterday.. hmMm.. the show is.. okie bahz.. i dunno.. i was coughing and stuff.. then kokwee was telling his fren i have SARs? huH? wat the.. haha.. he aR.. i think is a very good guy le.. think he change le bahz.. more hardworking? i supposed and really hope so... i believe in him~
OH YEaH~ caN bLog again.. i thought sch will be meaningleSs when i found out the school forbid the paGe.. oH minE.. that iS so meAn.. anyway.. I SaW THE SPORTS AND WELLNESS AGAiN toDay!!! so hIGH!!!! oH my.. happie haPPie~ he's so cute.. he's wearin maroon today i think... heE.. he's stiLL so cutE~~ heE.. hapPie haPPiE.. >.<
fiRst tiMe iN frEe-accEss LaB~
LaLa~ i haVen seEn thE spoRts anD weLLness guy.. nVm.. i gOt thRee morE yeArs to sEe hiM.. no.. i got two more years to see him.. because.. eh.. one year of attachment.. hmM.. maybe i'll come to sch more often if i have attachment to juz see him in future.. i CANNOt forget his looks.. i MUsT remember how he look.. hmM.. saw long din see him.. scared will forget how he looks.. hmM...
yaH.. now haVing this dAMn horrible fLu.. oMG.. reaLLy terribLe.. haiz.. aM i reaLLy siCk? i caNt aR.. i'M desperately looking for a job.. trying to gcontact the tuition guy cat gave me the number since fri.. only yesterday then manage to contact him.. he said he'll call me today.. hMm.. stiLL waiting.. feelin kinda weiRd.. aM i SO deSperateLy in neEd of $$? haIZ... shopping is the worst hobby a gal can have...
hmM.. half an hour more to scriptwriting class... ...
And yeS.. i was talking abt the sentosa trip yeasterday.. after we left sentosa.. some of them left us.. to do dunno wat.. then left me.. ariel.. chui wai.. zul.. shaun.. timothy.. kelvin and lincoln.. yah.. we went to eat at the harbourfront shoppin centre de food junction.. then after that.. we went to the arcade.. felt like a kid again.. that's a cool age.. hmM... then chui wai.. kelvin.. zul left first while we dunno do wat.. in the train.. i was taking so many pics of shaun.. heE.. we might come up with a 'sitcom' abt shaun's life.. haha.. he so.. heE... erm.. dunno use wat word to describe.. later.. when we alighted at dhoby ghaut station.. we saw zul and realise he was on the same train? haha.. damn funny lorz.. anyway.. guess we had a great time.. hmM...
that was yesterday.. then for today for the two hour break.. and eatin some awful pizza from gecko which tasted like some.. dunno wat.. ariel and i went to the libraryand guess who saw.. heE.. nope.. not the sports and wellness guy.. we saw the... ... guys.. haha.. hmM.. we booked a room and began recording shaun.. we interviewed him and stuff.. then we interviewed zul too.. heE.. it's real fun..
hmM.. juz saw the gal that nisa said always flirting with her yah~ she's so.. huh.. fat.. i think she has a bit of tummY? then she was.. eeK... i dun like her.. i support nisa aR.. hmM.. got too much to type le.. i bought some numbers on tue.. because remember? it's my lucky day.. i saw him.. remember? i bought my class number.. 0402 which is the same as him.. and my staff code in dfs.. then in the end.. yesterday open 0104.. i know got no link.. and eh.. 9406.. huh? numbers jump aR.. wth.. haiz.. sianz...
and joel called me yesterday in the end tell me he call wrong number.. joel.. if u are reading this.. let me tell you something.. u are pure L.A.M.E....
okok.. better stop le.. a bit draggy.. yah.. tata.. ciaoz until tml..
* a raiNy day *
oH goSh.. think i really am gettin sick real soon... today not feeling well le.. then today.. a flu came.. it's so.. oh my gosh.. everlasting? ah-choo-ing like HUH-- so many times le.. feel so sick.. if i'm sick tml.. shd i go school? oh my.. sianz ar... muz be the rain...
today.. my class went to sentosa.. there were 12 of us.. very fun i shd say.. we bonded le.. hEe.. anyway.. guess i update tml bahz.. the ah-choo-ing is.. HUH--? sianz.. i go slp le.. tata~
i sAw hiM tODAY!!!!!
yoZ foLks.. i AM SO HAPPY today. heE.. reaLLY.. for the first time since school reopen, i finaLLY saw that sports and wellness guy!!! yoZ! haPPie happie.. heE... reaLLY haPPie.. he waS weaRin orAnge.. i foRgot the rest.. actually is they four walkin towards blk c then we walking towards food junction then saw him de.. ariel tell me de.. then i was so high.. am really really high lorz.. i mean today is finally my L.U.C.K.Y day.. heE.. happie.. i wonder wat is his name... heE... finally.. i see my sports and wellness guy.. ^.^V
a PosT in schooL . . .
haha.. juZ pLayed bowling for two hours with my classmates.. they are all so cool!! as usual.. i'm last at the first game.. and then.. at the second one... i'm lucky to spare the last game and won timothy!! heE.. happiE haPpie.. haha.. so fun.. then.. boonchong so cute lorz.. he dunno why.. find him.. haha.. he can really quote sia.. haha... update again later.. teacher's here... @_@
A dAy chAsinG stArz
heE.. yesterday was a nice day.. up till this mornin.. i was out pretty early to meet huiyi and zijun and yumin to see 56!! wow.. pretty early means supposedly reaching huiyi's hse at 10.45.. but then.. being the ususal me.. huien was late.. and so.. when huien reach huiyi's hse at 11.. we had to catch a cab.. because yumin sms huiyi to tell her the flight was changed to 11am instead.. and then.. we reaxh t2 i think and then there was very little ppl.. and then.. hmM... huH? 56 got little fans? impossibLe mahz.. and that place was renovating.. there's no way 56 can leave that place peacefully de.. and huiyi's fren, karen, said she had news that the other terminal got many many ppl... so then.. we reralise we caught the wrong mystery flight and proceeded to the other terminal... saw deanna there.. was really WOW.. heE.. at abt forgot when.. shd be dunno aR.. buT then after rottin for quite long dunno wat with some stup[i]d fan shouting wrong info some times... 56 finally arrived.. there was the always cooL tony.. and the playful zax being in anot bad mood playing ard.. and the serious sam.. pluS tht irrit[a]ting jason... cyndi was also with them.. haha.. so short.. hmM.. reaLise got too much to update abt yesterday's excursion le.. and dad's ard me le.. better go first.. update again later bahz.. tata...
o.k.i.E
i'm baCk.. heE.. the teacher dunno doin wat.. haha.. so come online and blog.. muahaha.. happie happie. heE.. up till today... i havent seen him.. the sports and wellness guy.. it's official? me n him got no 'yuan fen'.. oh my.. how sad.. i saw one of his frenz again.. but not him? no fate.. can cry ar.. haha.. t.t
anyway.. i was suppose to blog abt yesterday's outing.. did i mention how friendly shanwei is? as in zhang shangwei.. the tw star who hosted showbiz with zax wang.. the 5566 star ar.. heE.. he's so sincere.. so wow.. such a nice guy.. we took photo with him.. one day.. i'll scan it in and show to the world.. there were 15 of us there.. a so big grp. haha.. heE.. he really is nice.. sweet.. friendly i muz say... heE.. ah wei!! gambatte.. heE.. then tht nite after chasing 5566 finish le then chase shanwei le then 5566... we, left 6 only... went to mediacorp for the nkf thingy and got in with the help of mediacorp manager.. i muz really thank her.. she is so sweet lorz.. help us get in.. we jumped and shouted for 5566.. so high.. my sis even say that me and huiyi were on tv ''i saw you!! Lolx. Act like a fool. Haha..''those were the exact words she sent me.. wtf.. aiyoh.. so paisae.. huiyi's fren also saw her and sms her. luckily my frenz all watch ang moh show.. so wont be able to see me bahz.. hee... cool... after we chase 5566 again back to hotel.. on the way.. they went to 7/11.. wow.. wat the.. lame ar.. they eat cup noodles lorz.. so poor thing.. wat the toot.. haha... lame.. after so called escorting 5566 back to the hotel.. we got news that shanwei still in newton circus.. so we went there.. and wow.. he's there.. he's so friendly... i really really will support him.. and did i mention he's so sincere.. hee... sincere ar.. hee... after escortin shanwei back too.. we went home le.. heE.. i muz give credits to several ppl who helped made my day a success.. haha.. to huiyi.. thanks... cuz without u.. i wont be with zijun and yumin.. to zijun and yumin.. thanks for helpin to buy taro pie and drinks.. and most importantly to the uncle who helped us chase.. speedin.. crossin red lights.. heE... and then. i wanna say.. if anybody knows samatha from katong convent.. who i think is sec 2.. let her know.. she sucks big time and is the world's most irritating bug...
yoZ~ i'm online again..
i went for squash orientation today and it's like.. ooH~ waH.. hmM.. squah is quite cool.. but then.. hmM.. i really didnt eat enough rice to hit the ball hard.. and i mean H.A.R.D.. hmM.. there's this guy is my so-called grp who quite ahem.. as in.. yah.. diff fr the other guys.. but then.. i do not ave a crush on him.. N.O.... he's juz diff.. yah.. eVE CAn tell u.. i doubt she notice him.. but this particular guy is in school of design.. but wat course is he? is for me to know and for u to find out.. hmM... nv see jansie's fren.. whom i have 'yuan fen' wit a long time le.. he's seng poh.. and i really haven seen him.. he's in industrial design i think... shd i join squash? but i'm more interested in tennis lehz.. however.. the cca i really reaLLy.. eaLLy wanna join is student union.. dunno also larz.. hmM..
and then.. i receive my pay advise slip today.. it's 988 bucks on basic.. and 119 on OT.. and 247 on commission.. hmm.. i muz really find a part time job so i can sop.. cant help it.. i'm a shopaholic.. a S.H.O.P.A.H.O.L.I.C...
i also wanna add in.. boonchong is a really really nice fren... he's so.. wow.. the most amazing fren bahz.. okie..
very sleepy le.. gosh.. muz be the alcohol i consume juz now.. eyes startin to feel heavy.. gonna slp.. hopefully i can dream of tht sports and wellness guy again... hmM.. niteZ..
it's a friday night.
wat am i doin at home?
hmM.. juZ now was at orchard with money and huiyi.. haiz.. life is sianz.. my classmates are really calling me LuLu.. haiz.. why ar.. i shd have told them abt 'wynne'.. my so-called christian name.. hmm.. much nicer bahz.. at least that is wat i think..
was readin wenyan's blog abt not why cant she do things tht some other ppl can and stuff like why cant she hang out late at nite n go clubbin or chill out at fren's place and reach hm ard 12 or 1am.. hmm.. i truly understand tht feeling.. my family's as ''strict'' as hers? i dunno... maybe stricter bahz.. I AM 18 le.. and i dun even have ear holes.. dad gives me this stupid reason tht god din give us holes when we are in this world.. why have it then? huh? it's so the.. HUH--- i dun understand.. not having a earhole drives me nuts.. let alone clubbing and chillin.. two hours late back home and my ears suffer a great deal.. it's very extremely HUH-- wat the? i think i can write a whole lot of who-knows-why-i-cant-have-this-or-that junk ifg i really want to.. haiz.. i doubt my parents will see this.. so i'm not afraid of being sued by them.. hmM...
school's pretty much the same these days bahz.. i muz really go build up on my vocab.. i'm totally catchin no balls in classes.. i'm blur.. know nth.. all of my classmates are so-- C.L.E.V.E.R.. all jc-potential-kiddies.. oh my.. am very stress.. fiona ar.. teach me english can? and help help find me a job to earn so extra pocket money to shop? yah.. i really do not have tht excess 800 bucks le.. i'm no more the old huien le..
haiz.. dad's askin me to watch tv.. huh? wat the.. eh.. i go watch le.. tata.. ciaoZ for the nighT.. sweet dreams to all.. and my sports and wellness guy.. i dun even know his name.. hmM.. i really hope to know him one day sia.. good night.. good night to my sports and wellness cute guy who's been missin for a week.. haiz.. why do i always see his frenz and not him? dun he hang out with his mateS?
LaLALala~ me in sch bloggin sia.. hmM... huiyI goT a veRy cuTe skin wiTh ouR fAv twiNkLe twinkle litTLe staR.. haha.. cooL~ haiZ.. sch prEtty muCh iS borinG.. maybE it's juZ the firSt wEek.. hmM... i stiLL caNt finD thT spoRts anD weLLness guy yeT.. whY aR... haiZ... my leCturEr noW iS huH.. eH.. beTter dun coMment oN comp.. cuZ he might suE me.. haha..~ arieL is now sleEpin..
yoZ.. me online again... hmM... today a bit depress.. cuz.. haiz.. know ppl got stead le.. then.. eh... feeL so wat the toot.. it's like huh? haiz.. it was like this.. i was in scriptwriting class.. then i remembered he 6 finish sch.. so i sms him asking if he's goin back at 6 then can tag along and stuff.. wat he replied was '' y u ask tt leh? i mittin my stead later''.. T.T why is life so wat the ar... haiz.. and then.. i cant find my sports and wellness guy ar.. T.T
then.. my class officially called me 'lulu' today.. so wat the.. they 'sabo' me to be module rep for marketing.. stress.. i also sign up for so many cca.. the very-serious-i-wanna-join include student union, symphony orchestra, tennis and maybe live audio(since i wanna be a dj.. haha).. the not-so-interested-write-my-name-for-the-sake-of-writing with my frenz include harmonica emsemble, cheerleadin, drama... the question mark is my squash.. dad thinks it's outdated.. haiz.. hmM.. i dunNo.. i feeL too bLur abt everything le..
where is my sports and wellness guy.. T.T
h e L L o . . .
i'M bacK again.. finally? hmMm.. a bit hard to blog.. because it's so hard to use the com at home? i dunno.. i dun like home.. if there's hostel in poly.. i'll definitely be the FIRST to apply for it.. bid for it.. or wateva.. hmM... my contract to dfs has ended.. but i've agreed to help out for the staff sales for an extra THREE days.. dfs's gonna pay me 8 bucks an hour.. which is almost like 'wOW'? cuz i practically can juz sit a side and rot while dfs has to pay me for sitting to pack stuff? haha.. i duno.. i din expect myself to see my sunshine again... but then he was there.. cold as usual.. i din mention it at all.. i wanna to have a good image of my sunshine forever... but unfortunately... i dunno..he was juz there.. and then.. i dunno.. haiz.. work sucks when u see the person u like there but u juz cant approach him.. that goes the same for my sports and wellness cute guy.. haiz.. i ar.. juz choosing all the wrong guys.. btw.. timetable's out.. and it sucked.. first day of school is from noon to eight at nite.. huh? wtF? haiz... suddenly everything seem to go wrong.. did i also mention i spent 500 over bucks on dunno wat for the last four dayS? huH? wat thE.. huiyi can tell u abt that 'nice to me' but 'not nice to her' bracelet that cost 227.50.. oops.. i've become materialistic.. and that handphone strap i bought today is from ferragamo which actually cost 139 bucks but i bought for only 20 bucks at dfs staff sales.. haiz.. even an ugly hp strap also can cost 20 bucks? huh? i could have gotten another nicer ones at who knows where.. haiz.. i've changed... really have C.H.A.N.G.E.D.. and that truly sucked...